well i’m now getting to that point that i’m starting to feel really stressed out. Between the wedding, not knowing anything about Ryan’s job, needing a new car but having horrific credit, having to move a month before my wedding, switching banks,and as always being poor. I just can’t seem to unstress. I feel like i’m in a constant state of paranoia just wainting for the “what else”. I hardly sleep and when I do I just toss and turn all night. then when I try to talk to anyone about it I just feel like i’m complaining to much. But sometimes don’t you just need someone to say “man, you do have alot on your plate, i’m sorry your so stressed out, can I help?”
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popping zits
Just wanted to remind everyone… it IS NOT acceptable to pop your zits using the mirror in a public bathroom.
That is all.
creeper alert!
Why do strange men think its okay to stare at woman or tell them their beautiful? well strange man who stared at me for 25 minutes while I was at work and I couldn’t escape your gaze. IT IS NOT OK! That is all
COULD YOU BE A SPELEOLOGIST?
Speleology (also spelled spelæology or spelaeology) is the scientific study of caves.
I just finished reading an article about a 30,000 year old cave that was found in france. Apparently they are many levels to the cave, all throughout it there are pictures on the ways of varies animals, the deeper into the cave you go the more mythical the creatures become, until finally you reach the deepest part of the cave 1390 feet down where the co2 and radian gases cause hallucinations so people believed this was the cave down to hell. I find caves incredibly facinating but the more I thought about it I wondered. Could I be a speleologist? Could I really just wonder around and stumble on a cave and feel safe about exploring it? Probably not…. Am I a scard-y cat or is it just that movies and media has ruined spelunking for me making me think that there is something scary down there.
So much to do….
we spent most of the weekend doing wedding stuff, getting our marriage lisence, finding an officiant, buying vases, picking up my slip and blusher, and the list just goes on and on. I have been having so much fun being creative and attempting to stay in budget but I have the overwhelming feeling that when the day comes i’m going to have to set up everything myself because no one seems to understand my wedding “vision”. I’ve tried to explain my vision to Ryan but he’s a man who really needs to see something to understand; no matter how detailed I describe it to him. How do other woman explain how they would like their wedding to look to friends and family so they understand? Am I just being a crazy control freak bride? I don’t feel like I am! Wouldn’t every woman want their wedding to be perfect?
My husband is 6.com
I have decided that Ryan is 6 years old. He hides things under the bed, he’s overly grouchy when he’s hungry or tired, he loves to eat anything but breakfast food for breakfast, and he pouts when he’s upset. Mommy Sari will soon be laying him down for a nap.
difference in cleanliness
for those of you who know me, you know i’m a little anal ( ok maybe a little is an understatment but anyway) I believe that everything has a home, if I get something out of a drawer when I am finished using it, I put it right back into the drawer, now I have no chance of loosing it, and it keeps the house looking atleast somewhat tiddy. Ryan on the other had believes that everything should be a vagabond so I come home and nothing is ever put back in its home. I even tried to make it easier on him, instead of putting his jacket in the closet on the hanger when he is done using it( because i’m trying to be more realistic with my expectations) I bought us a couple over the door hooks so he could just slide it on the hook when he’s done, but still I come home to the jacket and pants on the floor. Whereever he takes them off is where they stay. I have decided that perhaps it has nothing to do with the ease of it, but actually that it just isn’t important to him to put things away. So now I wonder, do I just accept the fact that he will never be the crazy person that I am, and just put the things away myself when I get home? (I worry that i’ll be the naggy wife and that horrifies me!) I think maybe as a society we spend alot of time trying to not be the stereotypical characters that we hear and see in tv and movies, instead of just embracing the people that we actually are,I know I do.) You can’t expect anyone to be anything other then the person they have decided to be, if you do your going to spend most of your life disappointed, or atleast thats what I tell myself.
nosey I think so?
We went and picked up Ryan’s parents from the airport last
night and brought them home, man it was so nice and quiet without
them there. His dad is like a bull in a china shop. He is always
slamming doors and throwing things around. Anyway back to the topic
at hand, last night we’re laying in bed and we hear him go into our
bathroom and just start rummiging around as if he had been missing
out on his daily noseness and just couldn’t take it anymore. We
were just laying there listening to everything he was going
through, we hear him open the shower curtain, then the cabinets
under the sink, then the medicine cabinet. We were to comfy in bed
to get up and say WTF?! are you doing, and plus it is his house,
and we’re staying there for free. So that lead me to my question of
the day… If you are in someone else’s house does that give them
free reign to bulldoze over your privacy?
a snuggie christmas?
We have issues keeping secrets from each other so naturally Christmas is borderline torture for us, so we opened one gift each the last couple days. (we are considering celebrating Hanukkah just so we wouldn’t have to wait as long.) I got him a sushi making kit, because we have always wanted to make our own sushi, then we quickly discovered we no longer have an japanese markets here is our little white trash city so its nearly impossible to find the necessary ingredients. Then last night I opened up my gift from him (I was given hints about the gift, my hint was, its a sexy couples gift) I racked my brain for days trying to think of what it could be, I never thought of anything) it was; are you ready? a pink and a blue snuggie?! and a snuggie sutra! never heard of the snuggie sutra here’s an except. “The Manket”- The man wears the snuggie on his back and keeps his partner warm. Perfect for long winter nights, cold winter mornings, and when you partner is sedated”. What?! When your partner is sedated? I am definitely not letting Ryan fix me any drinks.
Bakersfield’s inability to handle weather
Bakersfield’s inability to handle any kind of weather AMAZES me! People drive extremely slow as if there are 4 feet of snow on the ground. Currently its barely sprinkling at my work, and our lot porter comes in wearing this… I have never heard of anyone melting because of a little water, except for maybe the wicked witch. Maybe he’s a worlock? 
